The perfect sky is torn...

We all fall in and fall out of love. I'm not given any special treatment not to feel pain... but right now, I know, I'M HURTING.

Oh my. You guys, know me too well, that in every heartache, I take really long breaks to heal a broken heart(that make other people think that I haven't moved on but I am... in the process of it). I think it happens again. Am I in the middle of this "moving on process"?

FYI, yes. But now, I see it really different from the past break-ups because, now, I am not complaining and am accepting that it all happened because I'm the one at fault. A supposed to be so beautiful relationship ended again because of another crazy little move from me.

What-a-sigh! Another chance to love, to gain, to feel pain, to give up everything... just disappeared in just a wink of an eye. Another wish that stays as a wish and won't come true. Another star that's worth waiting to fall didn't fall. Another love story that's about to start just had it's sad ending... Another chance of you and me... Another chance of true love that's equal to love, lust and loyalty(a formula). c",)

I know this phase too well and I know that this time I can handle it a lot better than before. Cutters out of reach and tissue out of box. No more pains and cries. I'd rather see this as another tests... another thing that will just make me even stronger. I will just probably see this as another advantage... "when you're single, you have all the chance of meeting the right man out there for u."

To the right guy out there:

I can't sleep without knowing there's hope. Half the night I waste in sighs, in a wakeful doze I sorrow. For the hands, the lips, the eyes - for the meeting of tomorrow...

I'll be waiting for u c,")

"the more someone waits, the more someone loves"

love, now and always,