judgment day

There will be people prettier than me, smarter, some stronger, better, perfect… but there won’t be anyone else loving you the way I do.

And if God had tested me all these years to truly weigh, how much I love you… Could today be the judgment day of all those years?

And if God had wanted me to wait for you, could it be that this day is the day to end my wait.

Break or make, do undo things. Go.

I will swim changes that will happen now, later cannot forgive.

And if not a shadow shows, this will be the time to give up.

And if not a strand falls, this will be the time to be bald.

And if not a heart beats, this will be mind.

Mind time. Think. Let go.

love, now and always,